HEYY ! (:

you all preparing for accreds already ?
MUGG HARDDD YEA ! for evac & oa, mustMUST pass both alright !
anyway, you guys should have heard about the badnews somehow.
arghhh. well, tried persuading her many times, but
i think she has her own personal problems.
so dont probe her about it alright.
but the least we can do is,
wish her all the best in her new country and hope she enjoys her life there ! :D

Belinda ;
all from the start of this year,
we had pretty alot disagreements.
to the extent of threatening of assault law cases.
problems with your mom and all,
& maybe sometimes
when we were quite harsh with our words.
but you have to understand,
we were just trying to get you more involved in rc
and hoping that you could bond with the squad more.
each time you turned us down,
its the hurt that made us feel discouraged,
that made us think that you are completely hopeless.
our aim is not to directly go against whatever you say,
neither is it to cause a greater gap between us,
much less is it to make you detest rc.
but after those months of constant efforts,
we reaped nothing from you.
be it attitude towards us, or anything.
yesyes, we even thought of giving up.
but we simply couldnt bear to.
& finally after that one squad outing,
we could see so so much improvement in you.
so so much, really.
it was unbelievable, how much you actually changed,
how much we bonded.
hope yes hope,
that glimpse of light we saw in you.
at that time we thought,
yes she's changed. she's beginning to like us, trust us.
soon she'll begin to like rc and everything.
but when i received that message,
saying that horrifying news that you were leaving,
not only redcross but crescent,
that sense of extreme sadness & disappointment was just
incredibly strong and piercing.
but there seem nothing much we could do.
only to accept this terrible fact.
i think up until now,
we can only hope and pray that you suddenly have this click in mind,
not to leave crescent.
but no matter what,
you know you have a place in our hearts.
we'll miss you, for sure <3

& weichi, dont leave crescent too !
no matter where you intend to transfer to,
think again. please, dont leave.

anyway, apart from all sad stuff.
the person who went into my mlg account,
and sent an email to yejing ma'am saying ;
" HEY WANT TO GO FOR SQUAD OUTING ? :P "
i hope its not any of you squadmates,
but now the highly suspected are you guys, sorry.
& whoever used mine and belinda's name to tag on yejing ma'am's blog.
cmon, whats your problem.
its just stupid, childish, sickening and retarded.
if it happens to come from any of you,
you're just getting us into trouble.
wake up la, you think its very funny is it.
sorry, no alright.
yes i've said my peice,
if you want to continue doing that,
its up to you. you can jolly well have all your fun,
but fyi its not right.
shut the fuck up and just quit whatever shit you're doing.
kns, i can check the ip address.
but i dont want to find out who you are.
if not, i'll hate you. seriously i will.

argh. a pretty negative post, but well, this should be all that i have t say !
& maybe there'll be a squad outing coming up,
but not confirmed yet.
okay meanwhile,
everyone study hard for accreds yea !
GOOD LUCKK FOR FYE RESULTS TOO :D
hope you all do well ! haha.
eh my hand hurts already, so
GOODBYEE ! :D

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